” I am not in mood now! Every I fall in love, I can’t reach my dream. Arghhhgrrhghgh! How pathetic, pitiful, poor, bakaa I am! T.T Ya Allah, How to solve this problem? May I married with my lovely husband? I don’t know who he is. But I believe, I will stay in one love later. Oh its so difficult to me.
=> Would I close my heart again? Stay with last circumstances, be a Study Oriented Student. Leaving all of fun activities. No film No music No language courses?!
=> Oh no! Hard ! terribly hard !
=> Could I reach my dream, Allah? my big dream now is going to overseas, especially japan.
Would I….? Should I… ? How…? Why…?”